Grief and Sorrow

Monday, January 23, 2006
BD Presentation

Sianz.. Today got Biz Development, aka Final Year Project, Final Presentation.. Confusing? Haha..

Msged TeenYun this morning once I woke up and ask her wats the colour of the Shirt I wore last time while doing BD presentation.. Haha... Cos that time she said that I keep wearing the same colour for BD presentation.. -__-

She forgot.. So I juz grab anything is in front of my eyes, which happens to be a G2000 Dark Blue shirt..

Went to school, rush to the Biz Library to print out the slides handout for the 3 testers and 1 set for our own reference..

Went to the classroom where we will be having our presentation.. In the end the teacher asked everyone who is not in our group to leave the room.. Haiz.. Stupid teacher.. Why cant she juz let everyone stay in the class.. Haiz.. Demoralised in the inside, forcing yet a smile upfront.. Haiz.. Pathetic..

Off we start, with Jac as the first presenter, followed by ZhiCheng..
Well.. Their presentations are as good as ever.. Haha.. Of cos they muz be good.. If not why would the rest of the group get them to present leh.. Duh...

After the presentation comes the killer.. Question & Answer session..

We wre questioned on our differnent discount rate that we've used in our 3 recommendations.. Shoosh.. That is a question that no one anticipated.. Grr.....

Other than that question, we managed to put up a rather not bad Q&A session..

Well.. We were asked to go out for a 5 to 10 minutes break for them to discuss our results..

While waiting outside, the 5 of us were wondering what score will we get.. Haha.. ZhiCheng suggested that the person whose guess is closest to the real final results will get a free treat of desert during our outing.. We have been thinking of a having a dinner together to celebrate the end of BD for our group, but still dunno where yet.. Haha.. Will be discussing real soon, most prob immediately after we had completed the BSG game report..

Well.. Back to the guessing game.. Tim was the first one to try, 75 marks was his guess.. I said we will get 80.. Tim commented that I may be too optimistic.. Well, nay.. he is juz too pessimistic.. ZhiCheng said 85 marks, but changed his mind later to 83.. Frickle Minded fellow... Haha.. TeenYun said 77 if I didnt rmb wrongly.. But i had forgotten wat Jac said liao.. :P

Wahaha.. Guess What?! I got it correct!! Yipee!! Free Desert.. Hopefully not the cheap cheap type.. Wahaha..

The rest of the class soon came back 1 by 1, except for ChinBoon who didnt come back.. Bad Boy.. Haha.. At last.. Everyone's back.. The whole class is one again.. :D

Sadly.. The lesson lasted only a short while before it ends.. Juz before ending, TeenYun asked the teacher if my group still nid to come back for future BD lessons or not.. Well.. Duh.. Still nid to clock up our attendence..

While she is asking that question... A surge of feelings out of nowhere comes overflooding my heart, suddenly.. Isn't it suppose to be a happy feeling that I sld be experiencing, especially since we had completed our final presentation? Why is it so that my heart, instead of feeling happy, is feeling the opposite instead? Could it be that we had, over this period of nearing to a year, build up such a good relationship that I dunwan it to end so soon? Or could it be something else?

Haiz.. Time never seem to be at my side when I most needed it..

2 months more.. 2 months..

2 months more to short term happiness? Or to enternal regrets?

Alas..

posted by Ivan Ee @ 12:34 PM