Grief and Sorrow

Sunday, April 09, 2006
All Exams Finish!

This morning, went to StarHub centre to take the Certified Financial Planner module 1 exam.. Went in with confidence, knowing that I can do almost all the questions in the mock test at ease now..

Went in, sit down, take out my 2 calculaters(1 financial calculator, 1 scientific calculator, cos I dunno how to use the F.Calculator to do normal calculations.. Haha..)

1 look at the first page and I almost fainted..

"WHAT THE!!" was my first expression..

It so difficult lo! As compare to Benson's questions in the mock test, this exam is like 1000 times more difficult lor! And these stupid questions are so time-consuming!! Almost every other question is those where by they ask you "Which of the following(s) is/are correct?", then they will gif you 4 answers, then they will ask you if (a)and (b) is correct; (a),(b)(,c) are correct, or all of the above..
This sort of questions are so time-sucker lor! Benson's questions after I do finish I still got so much time, but this one, I use 1/3 of the time just to do 1/4 of the questions!!

Then the stupid stupid stupid stupi BENSON!! Say what this module 1 exam to amortisation?! Come out 3 or 4 question on Amortisation lo!! In the end all of us were unable to do those questions!

ARGGGGG!!!!

Haiz.. Looks like have to go out to find job liao.. Find job, earn money, then retake the test again.. Haiz..

But 1 good thing to look at despite the pek cek-ness, I HAVE FINISHED ALL MY EXAMS!!

Technically, I am a free man now.. But alas.. Why do ppl look forward to be free? Its not as nice as you thought ya.. After being held down by school for so long, I seem so lost in the wilderness now.. Not knowing wat should be my next step.. Haiz.. Does this thing happen to me only, or everyone else too, only thing no one say it out?

Haiz..

posted by Ivan Ee @ 11:58 PM

Monday, April 03, 2006
Went to Sao3 Mu4 today

Woke up my Kim3Kim2, aka Uncle's wife.. Went to take a bath before setting off.. Felt something on my neck.. I tried to brush it off.. After that felt a sharp pain on my nipple.. I looked down and saw a black flying ant.. Damn!! It bite my NIPPLE!!! Idiot, Pervertic Insect!!

After that my nipple hurts for quite some time before the pain gone away..

Went to Malaysia.. This is my first time going to My Maternal GrandParent's grave.. Cant sense and form of grieve from anyone.. Perhaps becuase they had died for so long.. My Maternal Grandmother died more than 40 years ago, whereas my Maternal Grandfather died more than 20 years ago.. We put this coloured papers on top of their grave, althou I dunno wat for.. Their grave really look like those typical grave where you see in TV.. A tombstone in front and a big pile for soil at the back, with flowers growing on top.. The only difference from the real thing and the one shown on TV is that on TV, I dun feel hot as I have a fan blowing at me while watching..

The weather is so so so hot lo.. I am almost melting under the scorching sun..

After the visiting of their grave, we went to my 2nd Uncle's grave.. He died not too long ago.. Last year ard August thereabout.. They have even put his wife's name beside him, so that when she were to die, they will just bury her there..

After that went back to my relative's house.. Slept for 2 hours.. Woke up.. Slept for another 45 minutes.. Went to the Kitchen.. Eat some PoPiah.. Went back to the 2nd floor.. Watch my cousin playing games..

After that at ard 8pm, went back home.. As there were terrible traffic jam, reached home at 12mn.. 3 hours of jam.. Sianz..

posted by Ivan Ee @ 12:50 AM

Sunday, April 02, 2006
WeiLi's Birthday..

Went to WeiLi's birthday at night, together with the entire SR friends.. Was late.. Walk for such a long distance before finally reaching her J06 room.. Grrr... By then I am sweating like mad liao le.. Why save that few couple of dollars when they can easily book a chalet in DownTown East (Pasir Ris)?? At least it had a busstop jus outside.. Idiots.. Because of the distance actually I almsot dun feel like going, if not for the sake of returning Jason his VCD and my $10 chip-in for her present.. Grrr....

Then they drag until heaven almost fell before they actually cut the birthday cake.. The time they cut the cake was 11.15pm.. Idiots.. I still nid to go to my uncle's house to stay lor.. Cos tml have to go Malaysia to Sao3 Mu4.. Actually wanted to go before the cutting of cake, but its not too nice.. Haiz.. Ivan... Stop being a good guy at times pls, at least dun do it at your own expense..

Then after cutting the cake still drag for so long with all the photo-taking and her idiotic frenz who talk cock like crazy.. Brainless idiots..

Pardon me if I am rude.. I am juz not in a mood to try and write good things about the chalet cos it really sucks as far as I am concern..

In the end I reached my uncle's house at 12.15am.. Its so Pai Seh lo.. If its my home I dun mind.. But I am staying at other people's house.. So late.. And tml they have to leave the house at 6am.. Haiz.. Felt so bad..

posted by Ivan Ee @ 12:39 AM